Tuesday, September 7, 2010

I feel sick...

My sweet (at times) beautiful, amazing daughter has cut of all of her mermaid long hair.  She had hair passed her bum and now it is to her shoulders.  She had me do it.  I feel soooo sad about it and I'm trying with every fiber of my being to love it for her.  It is so different but she is still sooo beautiful.  I think she is trying so hard to fit in in middle school and the other kids all look so natural and she tries to look so made up or older than she is. " I am 11.5 now mom please please please can I just wear lip gloss and mascara.  PLEASE!!" Well I guess so.  But she is too young and it looks so wrong on her.  I adore her but I fear the new look she is trying to create for herself.  Ahhhhh I am forcing myself to let her explore this new thing she is doing and my husband thinks she is getting way too many choices.  Hair is hair and if my sweet girl wants to cut it because my word it is a ton of work for her to deal with.  I swear it had to be just about to dip into the toilet in the bathroom when the kid sat on the toilet.  I think the worst part is that the short hair falls directly over her face and hides it.  It's day 1.  I hope the kids at school give her the reaction that she's hoping for.

The sickest part is that she told me that she needed me to come into the school with her but it would be completely unacceptable to actually have me do it.  She got out of the car and saw Little S who was previously her bestest friend before the bully incident and she betrayed her the most.  She has seen her and hung out with her periodically over the summer but Little S gave her the cold shoulder and went over to Left out Lucy and the other group of girls who where the hard core bullies as well and they pointed and talked about my sweet girl.  I fear middle school is going to be a really hard year.  I need to find a way to get involved with this school.  I think I'll peruse their website for the volunteer sign up sheet.  Did I mention she wants her hair dyed bright blue.  I think I just puked in my mouth a little.  I'm really trying not to be that controlling mom.

I still hope this turns out to be a good year.  At the moment she seems to be getting horrid nose bleeds every time she's stressed.  Aghhhhhhhhhhh

Then there is the sweet little peanut who went to her old classroom for the first day of class because that was what we were supposed to do.  We did not however bring any backpack, school supplies and indoor shoes and some of the kids did.  Keep in mind this little girl is in the groove of last year thinking same room, same kids, same teacher and without the proper tools for the day the teacher would ordinarily be disappointed in them.  The crocodile tears welled up in her eyes and I quickly took her over to her favorite teacher ever whom she was sure she was about to disappoint.  Teacher quickly informed my peanut that she was not supposed to bring anything to school today.  Not even indoor shoes.  Then the teacher showed peanut how she kept her crayons and notebook from last year so they could use it today on the very first day of grade 2 while they figure out who goes to which class for next week.  PHEWWWWW!!!  Crisis averted.  Me thinks there was some first day jitters that she kept very silent about.  Maybe it was amongst the hair hacking of her sister coupled with chronic nose bleeds that landed us with a trip to the hospital.  Poor sweet pea. 

The teenager however could NOT. WAIT. ANOTHER. SECOND. to get back to school.  He was up at 6:00 am showered and dressed in his new attire.  Then he paced around the house till I dropped him off.  What the heck?  That was way too easy.  I didn't even have to wake him up 20 times threatening to pour water on him.  Seriously... what's up with that.??  Grade 10...is it the magical year that they are finished with the dreaded adolescent defiance.   Whatever it is.... for now I will bask in the bliss of the compliant kid.

1 more hour till my littlest one can be picked up...... Ahhhhh I hope the pre teen is OK and having the funnest day of her life.

Me

Friday, September 3, 2010

Shhhhhhh...

We have been working on the volume of our voices around here.  I'd like to put a huge note on my front window and back window heck all the windows.  I'M SORRY FOR THE LOUD SCREAMING WE ARE NOW GETTING IT UNDER CONTROL!  THANK YOU FOR YOUR PATIENCE!!

I seriously have told the Pre Teen that she will need to write apology letters to every house within ear shot to let them know she is sorry for causing concern.

So this week has been a week of "volume control".  The kids start to argue and there I am in the background chanting *volume*volume*volume* quietly behind them.  That coupled with the new medication dosage for drama queen it seems to be helping.  A little anyhow.

Now if we could get this mastered I will move on to a chore board.  HA maybe I'm a little over confident.