It's coming up on May 5th. We just got the call. For my darling pre teen fashion queen to have her MRI. We find out if this is a run of the mill epilepsy thing or a tumor type thing. I have done no research on what else because well....just the thought of it makes me want to hide under the covers and let the tears roll on forever. So yeah. Ignorance is bliss....in my world. I'm not the praying type but gosh I'm praying now. She is the sun...the moon...and the stars to us. I'll take epilepsy in the run of the mill fashion and do the careful dance of meds and diet and healthy lifestyle over any other big scary.........whatever. I am frightened to learn. So anticipation is well....a bit high for me. Not to mention that I'm sick...and coughing all night long. It doesn't help. Worry sucks and stress makes me really sick so I'm hoping I can still kick this cold in a couple of days.
I think the pre teen is sick right now too. It hurts to breath when she is laying down. We will have it checked today. She always has something going on. She is so strong though.
It's also her birthday this week. AND it's the boys birthday this week too. They got phones. Yeah I know but yeah we did it anyway.
Time to get the kids up and ready for work.
I dream of a sick day but there's nobody to be me at work.
Wednesday, April 28, 2010
Friday, April 23, 2010
Weight Loss
Wow! Today is probably the umteenth time I've been asked if I'm pregnant. And these people are sure when they state it to me. Ahhhhhhh
The running joke in the house and at work right now is let's not feed the babies too much. For crying out loud I'm NOT PREGNANT!!!! Nor do I plan to ever be that way ever again. I love babies and all but I truly am done with my 3 amazing kids. The message for me here is LOSING WEIGHT NOW.
So for the first time in my life I could not be more commited to devouring only the veggies and fruits that will pave my way to a non pregnant looking state. I was at 187lbs when this journey began and today we are at 181 lbs. They say slow and steady wins the race. I just need to stay the course. Heck I've even stopped putting the milk in my coffee to reduce the calories. I want to decide not to spend the rest of my life overweight. Now can I really make this happen is the real question. Time will tell. 150 would be a healthy body weight. 31 lbs to go.
I think I'm off to round up a ticker. LOL
The running joke in the house and at work right now is let's not feed the babies too much. For crying out loud I'm NOT PREGNANT!!!! Nor do I plan to ever be that way ever again. I love babies and all but I truly am done with my 3 amazing kids. The message for me here is LOSING WEIGHT NOW.
So for the first time in my life I could not be more commited to devouring only the veggies and fruits that will pave my way to a non pregnant looking state. I was at 187lbs when this journey began and today we are at 181 lbs. They say slow and steady wins the race. I just need to stay the course. Heck I've even stopped putting the milk in my coffee to reduce the calories. I want to decide not to spend the rest of my life overweight. Now can I really make this happen is the real question. Time will tell. 150 would be a healthy body weight. 31 lbs to go.
I think I'm off to round up a ticker. LOL
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